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If OnLy

It all takes motivation, at one point or the other we all need a buster. There those that get there renewed energy through seating in a dark room that has no noise, there those like me who will find solace in having some alone time,cool music in the background and serine surrounding , there those that find this moments at the beach at the calm of an ocean and of course there those who will find it by reading the bible and in prayer or simply others in a pub emptying down there bank accounts. Whatever makes you feel relaxed and in control once again is the most important aspect of your life . We all have gone through some down moments when nothing either doesn't seem to be working or everything seems to be going so wrong. At times all it takes is switching off our cell phones and having our moments with those that we so much love and appreciate and by the time we are done we feel as if we have been reborn. Our mind and thoughts are more clear, and we have been rejuvenated in ways that we can not explain. We have more syke, unexplainable energy. Why im i writing about this? Well because i guess this is exactly what i need. Some me time. Everything seems to be moving either at snails pace or im finding myself in situations that i completely do not understand how i found myself in those situations to begin with. If only i could create myself the cottages around Mt Kenya, if only i could create myself some water fountains flowing down stream surrounded by beautiful white lilies and white rose flowers, if only i could create butterflies and birds singing outside my windows. Mmmmmmmmm... The smell of some fresh air. If only. Because that's what i feel i need. As they say be careful what you wish for because it might just come true.

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